Rice Lake

It was a while ago when I submitted the last note and some of you could doubt if I had anything else to tell about these legendary filming locations.
Well you guys have to know, I’m just getting started, the best ones I have left for the desert.
_IGP8478In between I would like to say I decided to join Twitter and so far I’m glad about it. Tumbr’s discourse is just heartbreaking – if you know what I mean. On Twitter I decided to follow the offcial profiles, no fanblogs anymore.
I poked the x files in one tweet and in return
I was asked what was my favorite episode ^^
I feel mentally hugged by something what has always been so far away.
It’s again like touching nebula clouds but this time the nebula also touched me.

Some of you are probably waiting for the spring but I would like to take you back to the x files eternal autumn time. Fog and rain were always my beloved weather rice lakeconditions, I think even before I started to be an x files fan and the show only inscribed it into my heart forever.
By the way isn’t it interesting and scary at the same time how an accident can influence our tastes, longings and choices ?
As a child I used to believe this gloomy atmosphere was supposed to be a part of the whole narration as the emphasis of of Mulder and Scully’s investigations that always were mysterious.

After years I was made aware it was just the place where shots were taken. If FOX TV would have invested more bucks in the very begininng maybe we would have had the sunny the x files, like the seasons 6-9.
Opposite to the Buntzen Lake, (also one of the most popular x files filming locations ) that I visited on an ugly sunny sunday of july I was lucky to see the Rice Lake in late october (2014). The episode I had in my mind going there was Quagmire. However also some scenes for One breath (season 2, episode 8) & Clyde Bruckman’s Final Repose ( season 3, ep. 4) were filmed right there.

the x files vancouver rice lakeRice Lake is a perfect place for those who has imagined Canada as a woody, green, cold land.
I was suprised by its a very modest size.
the x files filmingThe landscape was partially covered by the iconic clouds of thin fog that constantely flew away and came back.

The only one monster I saw was a fishing human being who left a poor fish alive on the wooden bench. I’m very sensitive for this and I scolded him, unfortunatelly he didn’t care much saying the fish wasn’t alive anymore, it were only post mortal convulsions.
Anyway filming locations chris carterit made me upset.

The Rice lake is surrounded by thick evergreen forest full of ferns, lichen and moss characteristic for this place of the world and for… the x files 🙂 _IGP8488


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the really last love affaire

“still unknown
the most beautiful of all oceans

our most beautiful days

and these words, the most beautiful ones-
-still unspoken”*

The romance between Mulder & Scully has always been in my heart, as a very important thing in… my life 🙂 so as a long distance fan I feel priviledged to add few words about the whole issue.

When I started to watch the x-files I was an eleven years old child, someone who vaguely knew what do adult people do together when they’re completely alone.
Despite of it I knew intuitively there was something in the air, kind of erotic-mystical vibes between them, chemistry that only an unhappy love can generate. (How further I am now, being actually twenty years older than that kid I used to be back then in the mid of 90’s…)

During one spring and summer between the 5th and 6th grade me and my friend from the neighborhood were waiting (almost breathless) for any little sign of Mulder and Scully’s romance. They were our hero’s, we wanted to be like them, we loved them in a our childish way so finally we wanted to see some flame between two beloved beings. Unfortunatelly newspapers were reporig Chris Carter wasn’t planning any love affaire in his production. Even more: he used to claim any erotic relationship between the main characters would destroy the show.

When I came back to the x files in early march 2013 (my month of sleeplessness, late snow, early violet flowers on bushes and photographic inspirations) I was suprised finding on youtube all these fan video’s with “Mulder & Scully kissing” “Mulder & Scully bed scenes” etc. -endearing how he is holding her face! an reaching5 to her hair to put it aside! at some point I could say the youth dream came true.
I started to rewatch the first seasons and with unconcealed excitation I was entering the seasons I haven’t seen before (wermuth and watching the x-files from the projector on the wall – priceless… and what is the most beautiful in the scene from the last episode of the last season ?! not that they kiss but that Skinner gets embrassed… it confirms the impression of the intimacy between these two.)

But actually when I got to the end of the season 9 (9 and 11 are my mystical numbers ) I felt kind of upset.
Yes. They did kiss. They even had a baby! What else could have happened between two beings of the opposite sex ?!

Sometime ago there was on tumblr a picture of Mulder and Scully holding a piece of glass in between and someone has commented: “they’re holding the glass because Chris Carter didn’t want them to touch each other.”
However it was an abstract context I found that sentence very appropriate for their whole relationship. Even when they lie together in bed, “Chris Carter still doesn’t want them to touch each other.”
In almost all erotic scenes between Mulder and Scully I feel kind of measured coldness, distance, reserve. When he is kissing her on Titanic…. oh, sorry, on Queen Anne, I see in it an imitation of “great, prewar inspired, costume romances” and the passion seems to be very scenic. The first kiss in “Millennium” looks like an innocent friendly one, especially that in the next episode they seem not to care about it what isn’t psychologically reliable.
Alle the romantic scenes are very short, there’s a gesture, there’s a kiss, there’s something and the scene ends and that’s it. Love scenes between film characters usually last longer than 10 seconds and are more logically built.

The psychology claims the age 9-12 is time for “creating” imaginary impossible romances with actors, teachers, pop/rock stars etc. Who has ever been in love with a teacher or an actor knows very well what I’m talking about.
Taking this concept as a general truth I can say Mulder and Scully’s relationships was for me such an ideal love affaire and what is the most interesting: I didn’t set myself in it.

But not only 11 years old little girls like shipping… so why do we do that ? Why do we care how G.A. & D.D. looked at each other, smiled and what are they actually hiding ? Shipping  is a constant element of every fandom so it must be something univeral for the human nature.
My guess is we unconsiousely project our own weakness for one of the characters or actors to the relation between them. Kind of sublimation where we find a symbolic satisfaction seeing the adored person with a partner that, nobody else but we, “chose” for her/him.

sleep tight.

*this is a Turkish poem of an annonymous author.

the darkness falls in the lighthouse park

Episode 19, season 1 will always have an eternal place in my heart forever and ever. It was my really first fully watched the X files episode, in Polish t.v. aired on september the 2nd, 1996. 8:10 p.m. local time ^^.

It was the first day of school, sad and _IGP2163happy at once, you know, as all first days of school are.
You can feel sadness of the lost freedom of summer but inside you also feel you did miss the school structures with all their tints of fascination, hate, love.
I didn’t have good relations with kids in the class but I had one friend who was always like a lost twin sister born in other family.  Since the very beginning of our friendship we liked creating own enchanted worlds and it was our power against the ordinary kids in the class. After the holiday it turned out things were not going to be different during this school year. All girls in the class had crush on guys from Backstreet Boys or Kelly Familly.  If  some class mates watched the-X files it was for them just one of many tv-series they liked, nothing intimate.
We were fully engaged in our x files love. We the x files filming locations, Canada, Vancouver, season 1, the darkness fallsgot toy cap guns and started two main investigations. Case X-01 about the strange night lights flying above the hill near graveyard and the case X-02 about our new teacher who seemed to be a vampire (at least: she was hidding something). We were ready to put our life on risk to find the truth, same like Mulder and Scully were doing ♥.
Old good naive times without internet, telephones, apps, tumblr, facebook et cetera. Sometimes (like today) when I have to get up early because of a visit in the health _IGP2172centre in my neighbourhood
I like imagining I’m still in 5th grade and that I’m going to school in the rain or in falling snow and that there’re mystries waiting for me to be solved.
I don’t know how about you but I never wanted to grow up. Now I see I was completely right. I wonder what do now these kids think who at age 10 wanted to be 18, have a car, boyfriend, work and stuff like that. I was trying to stay a child as long as possible, actually even now, I don’t buy that whole “adult’s crap”._IGP2173

Oh boy, I was supposed to write about the x-files…
As always I found various tips where “The darkness falls” was filmed, among them Seymour Forest and Lighthouse Park. Believe me, two years ago it was like walking among shadows.
The area in the Lighthouse Park looked very convincing. The same high trees from the family: pinaceae, huge ferns and wooden huts.  It looked like a deep thick forest somewhere far in the North. It was just hard to believe that several steps away there was a rocky seashore and this ⇒_IGP2176
the real lighthouse like from a sweet scandinavian fairy tale, not from a gloomy forest.
As a child I was pretty well scared after watching “The darkness falls” and I even promised to myself “to never watch any x files episode again!” but the next morning, in the daylight, it was fun to share thoughts with my friend about every single minute of the show and every next time it was less scary (exept the episode about that white humanoid monster crawling in the sewege system, I don’t remember the episode’s title… and it’s good I don’t remember…).
What else did remain from this trip to these sentiments around e: 19, s: 01 ? For example these two little cones._IGP2365




the unloved city

I'm not the best material for a fan.
I don't follow every step, every move, every word... to be honest - I'm always timid when I feel coming information; when I see a heading in a magazine or an article in the internet, I'd rather prefer not to know anything what could wreck my very own imagination abouth them.
I don't look for bloopers nor for behind the scenes... I'd rather don't want to know if they're married or not, if they're happy, where do they live.
But it so happens  I know they didn't like Vancouver. Who are they ?
b.streetWhen I reach deep in the past, back to 1996 when The X files was discovered first by my school friend and later by me, intuitively we assumed it was being filmed somewhere in US. Probably we were naive enough to believe the crew must have travelled from one location to another according to the places mentioned in the beginning of every episode. The very first time I have heard the name Vancouver, mystical vibes flew throgh me. Canada seemed to be more mysterious than sunny, silly Hollywood, Canada was unknown, wild, impassable.
 _IGP2119Every time back then when there was cold rain outside I had to think of The X- files... and I couldn't know that the atmosphere outside my window was as if "transplanted" from the other world far away from beyond (not beyond the sea) beyond the ocean.
Dear David D. complained a lot about the climate in British Columbia, where the half of the year you have to deal with almost RAINY SEASON, where everything grows faster and bigger because of the moisure (trees, leaves, silverfish...),where you don't need to put any cream on your face because the air is so wet and if you are an owner of wavy hair-be sure, in Vancouver it will turn into curls.
vanAfter five years his wish came true and the production  moved to L.A. - the cinematic capital of success, fame and applause.
 Not only the filming locations has changed but also the atmosphere and plot of the coming episodes.
As someone from the filming crew said, everything became twice expensive compared to Canada, so "they couldn't affort anymore  exploding trains in the middle of the woods."
Well maybe exploding trains aren't what I missed the most in the new seasons but in some way the financial limits forced the writers to construct more psychological and balanced stories.
In central Europe bigger cities that would lie at the seaside and in the mountain at once are really rare. When we want to make a joke we say: In my fantasy Vienna lies at the seashore... but this is only a fantasy, right ?
 _IGP7232That's why the location of Vanouver, a modern city surrounded by mountain chains, lakes and woods from the East and the ocean from the West was something almost unearthly, impossible - a combination from dreams.
Making that decision
I couldn't foresee in what kind of stories my trip to British Columbia would branch out (because it branched out into You...) 
I imagined many times the first moments in Vancouver; completely alone, free-my first very consious breath.
I liked idelizing that moment, like writing a book where things aren't anymore what they are but belong to an order of a higher world. 
I thought I would run to the the dunes to welcome them and the ocean like a friend who was waiting for me.
 _IGP7210In the reality the first afternoon was different. In between I got a guardian who was supposed to pick me up from the YVR and bring to the rented room. That someone's friend's friend who was obligated not to let me get lost. 
I was tired in a confusing way, I didn't feel I needed to sleep, I wanted to inhale everything I saw but my brain worked very slowely. It was kind of eerie to experience twice the same day, june the 16th (changing the time zone), as if all crazy ideas from the field of relativity theory came true in that one simple experience. The night on the plane was a strange experience too, the night that wasn't really a night. Flying so long to the West you're actually chasing the day, leaving night hours behind.

Let’s go to the Georgetown

Do you remember that scene in a cab when Mulder says: “Let’s go to the Georgetown. To the Georgetown” with the voice asif he was making the most important decision in his life ?
Today I will take you the Georgetown.
In the reality Gorgetown is a district located on northwest  Washington D.C.  built in the 19th and in the beginning of the 20th century. There’re many buildings made of bricks that’s why my guess is this is the reason why they chose for Scully’s home two very retro looking buildings in the West End, Vancouver.
_IGP2135Seeing Scully’s apartement was an absolutely priority.  Scully’s home was filmed in two different locations- at least according to data I have found during my research on that subject.
The first one is on 610 Jarvis st., strict Vancouver Downtown. However it’s in the middle of the city, as on my pictures as in the reality it’s a silent and sleepy little street.
A late june afternoon seems to be the only one fitting time for such a peacefull place. Just look on those lightspots!
_IGP3242_IGP2134When I was looking for the filming locations I didn’t have any idea the x files would return in any possible form. It was for everyone (including my  friend who had “infected” me in early summer 1996) a closed book.  I felt like a strange surviver of a lost world,  the really last one of the philosphers.
I didn’t have any idea I would ever describe it in a virtual diary for other x files fans (I thought I was the last one, I swear).
That’s why I didn’t take excellent pictures – I hope you’ll forgive me.
Also in the heart of the heart 😉 but on the opposite side of the Vancouver Downtown there’s an almost identically looking building used for the x files scully 1filming location in seasons 3-5. You’ll find it on 1419 Pendrell street, another nice quiet street.
They look like twin buildings, don’t they ? One week ago I found hot news Pendrell Suite is now on sale!
Using narrow angles you can easily avoid showing the surroundings so a watcher is not able to see it’s not the same place.
Before  “XF marks the spot” was fatured in the internet as a clear list of adresses it was quite difficult to find proper information about the x files filming locations. Sometimes people put misleading references or described places too vaguely.
That’s why if I couldn’t find a certain place… I just skipped looking for it…
…which is very bad… because in that way I missed Mulder’s apartement.
Shame on me, especially that me and my friend loved it inside more than Scully’s interior. His living room looked messy and artistic. I loved stuff on his desk and the legendary aquarium in the left corner.
_IGP2588His appartement had that bewitching atmosphere of tenements in poor neighbourhoods of North America. However in the real life it’s better to stay away from places like that for the film they’re really inspiring.
Jarvis street was absolutely on my way home from any part of the downtown, Stanley Park or the beaches that’s why I was passing Scully’s home quite often in many very different moments of my short but essential Vancouver life.
Also in the rain.

Skyland Mountain

recently the term “journey” has become fashionable. It’s probably caused by the spreading of C.G. Jung’s idea of inner journey that brings new psychological values and enriches the Self. So love can be a journey and mental illness aswell.

that’s why I hesitate to call my stay in Vancouver a journey, I don’t want to use to easy words for a thing that was complicated and deep.
My very good friend back then said: “It fits to you and your whole story, to the person who you are: a journey as a ritual of transformation”
B. he has chosen a different path and he isn’t at my side me anymore – when I recall his comment I feel sad.

I saw Vancouver as a desert. My wish was to get lost and breathe, to get lost and be found. Far from home, family, people I know (some of them decided to leave from my life untill I came back) and lots lots doubts that living among the human beings can generate.
The city was full of them but I didn’t know anybody and it was the beauty…

But the protective “angels” can reach even to the other side of the planet. They found someone who knows someone who knows someone and who knows someone (human nets are really infinite…)
and in that way on one sunny sunday a boy knocked on my door and invited me for a trip.

Grouse Mountain seems to be place for leasure time activity that attracts inhabinants of Greater Vancouver Area. It’s located in North Vancouver district what means it’s not significantly far from the city centre. _IGP2029You can go on the top both climbing and paying for a skyride. The boy I’m visiting that place with decided we would climb on the top and take the skyride down. However the mountain isn’t K2, Mount Everest or even any Polish top
I was supposed to climb during the school trips, it’s not gonna be a cakewalk.
The weather isn’t very hot. The third week of june in Europe can be really warm, so that far bright Sun on the sky and delicate wind promise a delightful time.
We climb among the pines, small bushes and other plants. Constantely I hear: “excuse me!” behind me, we have to stop, make a step away to let the others pass. The path isn’t very wide… but it turn out those people race with each other or try to break heir previous climbing time. You can hear really a lot of frustration in their excusemes 😉
We probably don’t climb fast but after a short time my organism is giving me signs it doesn’t like what we’re doing right now.
The slope is very steep. After the first syndroms of tiredness like aching legs, shotrtness of breathe and sweating my body gets cold and I feel shivers although the warm sunny weather. With every step I think it will be my last one.
After the dramatic final part of the path we get on the top and the view is unboubtely a reward for all previous difficulties, the shivers aswell.
On the picture below you can _IGP2051take a look at Vancouver, a city closed by mountains and the Pacific Ocean and far away United States. The picture isn’t very well done, there was too
much sunlight and it always lowers the quality of details.
There’re a lot of attractions like a guy with owls, chairlift, real bears (after a fence ^^) and… snow! Yes, there was snow on the very top in on the last days of june. I slipped on it, so I can ensure you it wasn’t a fake snow. It seems then to be a good place to spend sunday with the family.
And now, who was a good child and got to this place in my narration will be told a secret.
I discovered it almost on the end of our stay on Grouse Mountain when I looked down and saw the aerial tram hanging in the air…
wait… I have seen it already, somewhere!
So accidentally I found myself in the X files filming location for the season 2. Grouse Mountain’s terrain was used in late summer 1994 (…my sister was born…) as Skyland Mountain, Virginia. skyland mountain Virginia ;
The episode when Duane Berry takes Scully to that mountain to give her to the Aliens wasn’t my favorite episode back then. Scully was my very favorite character, I just started to watch that show and she dared to disapear for long 3 weeks…


On the picture above you can see excately the same view we see when Mulder tries to get out from the cabine. I remember that scene with purple evening sky as background. When you look carefully (watching that episode) ypu will see little lights of the city and it was nothing else than V.
The picture on the right side presents the top on Grou… sorry, Skyland Mountain.
That white spot is snow ^^
Do you think the Aliens visit that place often ?

suggested watching: hannibal

I wasn’t active for a long time and the site fell into troubles. Among others it was obducted by an extrateresstiiial beiiing….
I’m kidding, of course, it was obducted by bad people. Fortunatelly a friend of mine has helped so I can return and heal my narration.

it’s fancinating and strange how elelements flow in the space, go away and return.

during these hot summer months on the border of drought I was watching older hannibal movies. My researcher’s mind tends to analyze a subject deeply.
The Silence of the Lambs has stucked in my mind already in early childhood as “that terrible movie that my parents went to watch in the cinema and came back speechless”.  When I was 5 or 6 The x files didn’t exist yet, at least not in the featured world (maybe it did in the cosmic swirls were already little flickering atoms are waiting for those who can read in the great book of destiny.)

Once I have read (somewhere and somehow) that Chris Carter creating Dana Scully was under impression of the FBI agent character from Demme’s movie.
As an artist I know how much people like looking for references, similarities and alleged inspirations so I thought probably the only one similarity between those two characters would be that they both were brave FBI agents who caught dangerous criminals.
Imagine then my wonderment when I saw Clarice who looked like Scully’s more modest, tone down version, like an altered Scully from an alterntive universe.
Not a bold likeness, rather something very vague, maybe gestures, innocent aura or something involved in her eyes, believe me, that moment when bufallo bill is reaching her hair but withdraws that to avoid making his presence clear, that moment was deeply endearing.
I loved the same vintage atmosphere of the beginning of the 90’s that I always find back and enjoy in the first season of tXf.
Although I watch a lot of thriller movies, actually I just eat them as childish bedtime stories without taking all those bloody killers seriousely, that really old, 24 years movie truely impressed me, got involved and held in suspense till the last minutes of the show.
Unfortunatelly I can’t say the same about the Hannibal- movie from the beginning of the 21th century, with Julianne Moore and Anthony Hopkins (again). That evindent Gillian Anderson’s clone was probably supposed to make a connection with the original Clarice Starling’s spirit (and refers to the concept of Everything).
What I missed in Hannibal by Scott was first of all a good storyline. It wasn’t really clear and definitely too slow what resulted in lack of suspense.
The only one powerful moment was the last one before Hannibal’s escape.
Minimalistic colours and narrow, intimate angles let the watcher participate in the play of the unobvious feelings between Clarice and Hannibal (as an origin for the relation Will & Hannibal). Tears, a kiss, forgiveness. Opposite to Will Graham, Clarice Starling saw in the famous psychopath the figure of the lost father, not a spiritual lover or higher self.

The next one on the list of the “suggested watchings” is much-much better Hannibal. Rising. by Peter Webber. Made six years after Hannibal and more than ten after The Silence of the Lambs refers to the legendary killer’s young years.
This is interesting to watch how a psychopathic personality has been developing and opposite- to see Lecter as a responsible and loving brother of young Misha.
I doubt if this character is psychologically possible. As far as I am concerned, bad experiences can NOT turn a healthy personality into a psychopath.
I encourage all of you to read what the psychopathy REALLY is, not what we think it is  as a cultural construction. If there’re psychiatrists or psychologists among you, feel free to explain it.
Anyway, it was a good movie, however not very deep or inspiring (otherwise than NBC Hannibal serie).
What I especially appreciated, as a Polish citizen, was the image of Russian soldiers. It was shown still quite kind but I’m glad it could give a watcher from a Western country an idea how rude they really were.
Russian or Soviet soldiers were like beasts on the liberated terrains (including Poland). Cruelty, heavy rapes and immoral behaviors were their everyday practice. It’s not an overdosed story that they ate a little girl.

The really last position on this list is Red Dragon. However I saw that movie very recently, I vaguely remember the whole plot.
On that level of coherence with NBC Hannibal season 3 I found it difficult to accept that very different Will. Plain, friendly, well-willing, healthy… nothing mysterious at all.
What I liked in Red Dragon was how clearly they presented the story and motivation of the Tooth Fairy.  Watching the t.v. serie it wasn’t really obvious to me. Probably because of the emotional background between Will and Hannibal.



66 Exeter Street

What when one city can contain the whole United States, all Mulder’s and Scully’s destinations ? It’s like a glass ball with the universe closed inside. When you shake it the stardust begins dancing.

How to explain the mysterious feeling “Squeeze”, since the very beginning has been awaking in me – I don’t know. Exteter street must be light blue, foggy as the 30’s are every time I close my eyes. And perhaps, me aswell in the previous life, living in a tenement somewhere in North America, among the first skyscrapers, coming to life blues music and with a murder mystery behind.
The episode opening scene, an urban scenery during the golden hour of sunset, with a waterpond on the foreground and modern buildings on the distance were filmed from the area around the Main Street station. Once, when I desperately wanted to escape from the poor EastVan I went to take a look at a small narrow room for 600 bucks a month, where was no space for a proper table or shelves and only a wooden bed could fit in, but there’re was something instead these everyday facilities: one wall was completely replaced with windows so at night and during the day, from the 16th or 19th floor you could see the whole city under your feet, as in the ‘Squeeze’ first scene.

Eugene Tooms’ tenement (the external filming location) and the whole mystery of the name Baltimore and Exeter street finds its embodiment on W Hastings 51, 52. Hastings street is quite long and its Eastern part was close to my place on East 26th avenue.
-Dear sister! Guess what! Tooms is my neighbor!
-Please, make sure you have closed all vents and back doors well.
-Fortunately we don’t have a fire place.

Nevertheless Eugene Tooms isn’t my neighbor.
The house number 51 is located on a far part of Hastings at the crossroad with Abott street and however it’s just few steps away from bold Vancouver Downtown, it’s not a happy place. The closer you walk to the point where East & West Hastings come together the more homeless people you see. I was probably warned not to walk there but it’s a bright day and the streets are full of cars and ordinary people so I hold my bag tighter and decide to keep walking.
Although I grew up in a not so rich part of the planet the scenery of Hastings falls deep into my heart. Even at this moment I feel the whole of that sadness.
Mostly these people won’t hurt you. Some of them are begging, the other ones living their own lives, sleeping in their wheelchairs, chatting with fellows, arguing about something with imaginary enemies. Once I saw a happy someone: a toothless old man smiling while hugging his dog… so everytime I was walking through Hastings I was looking around to see him again, an evidence that love between a human being and an animal exists regardless of place where you live and the person who you are.  But I haven’t seen him anymore, only that one time.

ex.04It’s not easy to recognize Toom’s house. Several years ago the building has been renovated and lost completely its abandoned, haunted look.
The old picture you can see here: Tooms’ apartement season I

Fortunatelly the back alley has saved more of the creepy atmosphere. The walls are stiil a little bit dirty and old looking. Although it’s a sunny afternoon and not a foggy night, you feel it’s wiser not to stay there for too long.

exeter01I decided not to visit the Noodle House 🙂  because I doubted if anyone would let me in.
It’s also pretty impossible that the interior is being kept i20140725_143816n the same ruined state as it was in 1993. Another filming location is the building where Usher were killed. In the garage where Mulder and Scully catch Tooms for the first time, on a red wall behind Mulder  you can see an arrow pointing the direction of Columbia Street.
This is a real existing place in Vancouver.  A lot of building near Toom’s tenement radiate the same dark, mysterious sadness of 30’s.

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3 wrzesnia (14) a little bed time gossip:  when Scully comes home (before she will be trying to take
that unlucky bath) we can see the building on Jarvis street which was her Washington’s home filming location. 20140725_142838It’s interesting if we realize this scene must be still in Baltimore if Tooms comes to attack her.


small little tin box

What one year ago we didn’t dare to wish for today is reality. The most real of the most real ones.

I should be happy. But the unrest is growing in me. I lost control of something.

In these times when it objectively didn’t exist anymore it all could be mine. A small little biscuit tin filled with souvenirs.

I could slip through a narrow chink (a fissure inside a diamond) like a thief. Secretly take over the reminiscences and create possibilities, my very own milky ways.

But things don’t happen like that (in a snap of the fingers.)

They returned too late or too soon.